Studied one of my passions,
explored LA,
and made a lot of great friendships.

So grateful for the opportunity to go to college,

but the decision to choose an education
over an invitation
from a prestigious racing school
for a prized scholarship runoff,

both absurdly expensive and possibly career advancing,
still continued to linger in my mind.

This maddening itch to go racing
would never go away.

Night after night,
I'd ask myself,
but what if?